So first Barbara gave Sean and I a new bed (although Sean may not be able to sleep on it). Then we went to festival of the trees at Shaw and it was definitely cool and Sean went with me! Said he wasn't gonna be able to deny me that because I've wanted to go for years.
Then the drop in mood. Watching Biggest Loser and it reminds me of how fat I am and its one of those days that I feel like it is hopeless! I feel like I will die young of a heart attack. I cannot find an exercise video that makes me want to do it.
Sigh... Night
