So I met someone new (a friend that is.) and she made me realize a few things. First of all I am not happy in my current relationship and second of all I need a social life. In fact as I type this he is sitting next to me fucking with his phone and oblivious to my seething resentment... That's not fair to say as maybe I'm just stressed cuz he still has no job and doesn't seem to care per se as he stresses about not being able to pay rent and what does he do today? Nothing! Problem is I cannot afford to move out and I wont move in with friends as I believe I may be a bad roommate.
Another realization recently: I am a hard person to be friends with! I tend to push away my friends all the time and I need to stop as I have really great friends. Well technically I should have been in bed 30 min ago sooo...
Bye for Now
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